Three Vultures in a dead tree.

Three vultures in a dead ole tree
three vultures circling over head
they can see the death of me.

Three vultures id a dad ole tree
three vulturess circling ove y mhead

My mothers confession.

I grew up a good catholic boy in Burbank California. It seemed odd to go to confession in a town that was dedicated to telling tall tails. And usually that's about all I had to confess. But still more often than not I found myself sitting in the pew staring at a very stern looking St. Joseph. And than it would start. I could hear her wailing and crying behind the confessional door. I wondered what she could have done this week that caused her such anguish. And this would last for at least three decades of hell marys and glory bees. She would come out of there worn and exhausted looking and kneel down in prayer. It has taken me forty years to figure out that my future was the cause of all her sorrow.

Dear mankind

Dear Mankind ,

     Please don't blow up the earth just yet we are on the verge of forever

Castration by fish.

Every thing that has ever happened, or is ever going to happen, is happening right now.



I watched porn and than fell asleep feeling guilty and asking god for forgivness. When I work up we were watching a show on cable about a cambodian man who lost his penis while he was retrieving his fishing net, it was bitten off by a  fish.

Your Kingdom waits for you

guru self portrait

Caught under my own spell.

self portrait

CATARACT

"Sheol and Abaddon are never full, because the eyes of man are never ever satisfied".
-Proverbs

How can I be the son?

I said to him? How can I be son? How Can I be the holy one?? Havent you seen what I ve done? How can I be the only one ? Isnt that asking to much? Im sure they think im the devil now, its like they read my mind. it tortures all of my time. How can be the son? how can be the holy one? Isnt it to late for me? ,


   and he just smiled at me.  " They said that about me too ... and than he sang
         Your Kingdom waits for you
         you know whats got to be done
times a wasting my son  come on come come come on and follow there follow into Fathers paradise open your eyes if you want to see,, open open open to everything
your kingdom for you. Your kingdom waits for you