I dont.

Do I really need to remain entirely human anymore?

 

illustration by Kella birch (http://www.kellabirch.com/drawing_categ)

without permission (sorry)

Birthh

Birth

Mourning Dove

My Children, what have you done to my creation?
How could you cast away the stewards I appointed
and appoint there very captors?
In my temple you have spread your hate,
in the most sacred of holy places.

For this I shall reveal his face
and watch you hide yours in shame.

Pray to the spirit of Peace, for it is terrible for the 
unprepared to suddenly see his grace. Every moment you turned your back on me will be revealed all at once. Pray to the Holy spirit and let him descend upon you, only than will you receive my peace.

 





















 

What we see before leaving the womb

Drugged

The worst thing about quiting drugs and becoming sober is slowly realizing what was causing me the pain to begin with. I'm not going to go back to drugs and I'm not going back to you either.

Who needs a hero?

 Every movie is the same and it always has the same message. A hero or heroine has to save the world and everybody seems to know it except the hero. It plays out over and over again around the world as if they are trying to convince somebody of this ultimate truth. Maybe that somebody is...........Maybe that hero is......wait for it......

I

Me!

A Preliminary Intention

    Illustration and title by: Michael Noblit

    Consumed by you my God after laying to waste the Fear that had lived in me for so long, to long.
I could only do it through you, with you and for you. I feel the Holy Spirit descending upon me and resting in that place left vacant by the fear I harbored. Its as if I am finally spreading my wings and answering your eternal calling, taking the first steps to my destiny and fulfilling the instructions you gave me when we made this place.

Rhonda Rousey

She trained for a job that didn't even exist, they even told her it never would. She carried on the fight for her Father and learned to fight even better than her mother. She never stopped, never quit, never surrendered until her opponents did. Now the world bows to her and so do I.

the spirituality of Ed

My son to me: I don't believe in God.
Me to my son: I believe in you.
My son to me: What happens if everyone else believes but I dont?
Me to my son: Nothing
Son to me: What if I do believe, than what happens.

            Me:                  EVERYTHING

Easy on me

I wasnt born yesterday, I didnt graditate top of my class niether
My momma tried to teach me wrong from right
I sure wished I would have learnt
things would have been so much easier on me
easy on me
I know I did more wrong than right
eashy on me
I know my time has come
easy on me
I know its time to pay for what I have done
easy one me
I met a man in New Orleans who said he knew my face
though he could not see me
I met a woman in Detroit who said she knew my voice
though she could not hear me
they all sang
easy on me, oh Lord, easy on me.
-Ole Uncle Snakebyte.

Better off dead

Full monk mode.

Maybe the papers, the movies, the songs, the world ending, the special, the hero, the savior of all of mankind, maybe its all loud and clear. It is my time to clean up my act and show them what I got.. God is going to show his secret weapon in his right hand, he had some sharpening to do.

               
  
                                              my great grandparents had one of these outside the shed that I played on as a kid. Not knowing its signifigance in my adult spiritual life until just these last few days.




 Oh heavenly Father, you have sheltered me from mine enemies, now while we are in hiding yet, put me to the stone and sharpen me for battle. I am yours master, use me up.

Fear

I am afraid.

     I have a FEAR

                I Know my FEAR now.

                                   to be my real self
                                   the man my Father sent
                                   A savior to man kind.

The moment I do, things will change....UTTERLy.

                                          I have a fear.
All the drugs, all the fantasy, to run, to run afraid of myself.
                                              If I can stop now and embrace the fear and become one with my Fathers will.....



   

Shed my skin

Oh Lord you know me. I have been a snake with my belly in the mud and dust. Have mercy on me king of all mercy, and help me to shed my skin so that I may become the man you sent. Amen

Three Vultures in a dead tree.

Three vultures in a dead ole tree
three vultures circling over head
they can see the death of me.

Three vultures id a dad ole tree
three vulturess circling ove y mhead

My mothers confession.

I grew up a good catholic boy in Burbank California. It seemed odd to go to confession in a town that was dedicated to telling tall tails. And usually that's about all I had to confess. But still more often than not I found myself sitting in the pew staring at a very stern looking St. Joseph. And than it would start. I could hear her wailing and crying behind the confessional door. I wondered what she could have done this week that caused her such anguish. And this would last for at least three decades of hell marys and glory bees. She would come out of there worn and exhausted looking and kneel down in prayer. It has taken me forty years to figure out that my future was the cause of all her sorrow.

Dear mankind

Dear Mankind ,

     Please don't blow up the earth just yet we are on the verge of forever

Castration by fish.

Every thing that has ever happened, or is ever going to happen, is happening right now.



I watched porn and than fell asleep feeling guilty and asking god for forgivness. When I work up we were watching a show on cable about a cambodian man who lost his penis while he was retrieving his fishing net, it was bitten off by a  fish.