I am perverted, lazy, and stoned Jesus.

"The rules of love, they really are severe. If you're giving up everything for something, then GIVE UP EVERYTHING FOR SOMETHING and stay with it with your mind on where you're going" -Joseph Campbell, Goddesses: Mysteries of the Feminine Divine

 

 

Burning down my House !

Its one of those dreams I have had frequently. Do you ever have one of those? The same theme running through your dreams as you sleep? I used to have  a different one as a child: Someone would push me in a pool and than put a lid on it so I couldn't surface and breath. It didn't stop me from going in water.

                                    

 Lately the theme has been my own house burning down.

Smoldering and crackling the black soot billows away from me in the other direction. I haven't a care in the world as I stand there on the roof top and watch for shooting stars. Falling timbers, the destruction, and the hissing and screaming wood are pleasant music. I visit with friends, drink a little coffee, share a laugh and feel the warmth of my house burning down.

                              

 Its not my house but it is.

DON'T GO TO CHURCH!

Don't go to Church to praise me: I'd rather you find me in the street bruised, stinking, rotting from the inside out pushing a shopping cart. Look into my bloodshot eyes and say you love me.



Don't go to Church and bend down on your knees: Go find the person you need to apologize too even though it wasn't your fault, and than get down on your knees before me.



Don't sing to me in Church!: Go to an old folks home find a sick, tired, and lonely old man and than sing to me.



Don't put your money in the basket!; Go to the nearest welfare office and give it too me there Ill be the one standing in line before it opens.



Don't go to Church and call me great things!: Go find the person you have judged most, and call them great things.

I went the distance. Now I need you to go the distance!

Royal

"Since love is loyal, it purchases one who is loyal: it has no                  interest in a disloyal companion."

-RUMI

BREATHE!

Breathe out.............all of it, every last bit. Let it go. Send it away from your body. Spent. It is no good to you anymore and with it send any fear and darkness too. You have no use for them anymore. Don't stop until there is nothing left, push. Now you are ready to be re-born.

BREATHE!

DRAW IT ALL IN! THE HOLY SPIRIT, WHITE LIGHT, LOVE, JOY, HOPE, OPPORTUNITY,   GOOD HEALTH, FORTUNE, BLESSINGS, FORGIVENESS, MERCY, PEACE, BREATHE!

                            

Blood Red Moon.

 I am ancient

from a distance.

I am newborn.

Sex. Love. Sex. Love.

Apocalypse.

I love to be worshiped

How is that any different

than

you?

Panic

It wasn't even that late at night but it was night. My wife and I had been shopping and were chuckling about something as we worked our way through the parking structure. My breath quickened as I noticed the three men in hooded sweatshirts stalking around in the shadows. I pulled her close to me but knew that it was hopeless. They circled around us and closed in, I just kept repeating " We have a kid just don't hurt us!"

      One of them snickered. "Oh no, you ain't getting out of this alive!" Doom of dread washed over me, I felt the blood drain from my feet and a ball a phlegm lodge itself in my throat. This wasn't just about robbery, for them it was playtime.